52... this is better

[atouchofstrife]

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I wonder what she would say if she comes here? Would she happy that I'm happy or would she become upset? I... found someone I like being with. Two someones. I just don't know where things where going with her back home. She's been there for me even when I couldn't see that she was, and yet here I am with two other people. I promised to be there for her as well, but I can't while I'm here. I hope she will be alright though. I know she is far stronger than I am.

I hope she stays home. I don't want any of my selfishness to drag her anywhere near this place.

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Do you ever wonder what it would be like if you're forgotten by people you know? Would you want it to happen?

Comments

[plz-2-b-an-hero.livejournal.com]

Well, that's quite the question.

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

Actually two.

[plz-2-b-an-hero.livejournal.com]

I've got another, to make it three.

What's got you wondering?

[baixin.livejournal.com]

It depends on who, sir.

Some, yes; others, surely not.

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

Someone close to you?

[baixin.livejournal.com]

To forget me? Biologically, yes. And another close to him who is not.

[venomouselle.livejournal.com]

You move on and live to make them suffer. No one wants that to happen, should it though? A person needs to make the most of the situation.

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

Make them suffer through revenge or through still being alive and knowing where the bodies are buried?

[venomouselle.livejournal.com]

One and the same.

[mottoaiokomete.livejournal.com]

That should never happen.

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

Being forgotten?

[mottoaiokomete.livejournal.com]

Yes.

[oodzuchi.livejournal.com]

I'm forgotten all th' time, but it's okay as long as I remember-- once I can't remember people, I'm out a job. As for wanting it... hmm. It makes my job easier, but no. I don't like it.

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

So it's better to keep your memories and let others forget?

[oodzuchi.livejournal.com]

I think so, at least. I think it'd be more painful 'ta forget the people important to you, than for them 'ta forget about you. Or maybe I'm just too used to it, haha. Then there's people that wanna be forgotten.

[browning-baby.livejournal.com]

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

[browning-baby.livejournal.com]

[urbandev.livejournal.com]

I think I know what this is about.

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

You do?

[urbandev.livejournal.com]

I can guess, at least.

She won't forget you. Time might not even be passing, back home.

[beast-unbound.livejournal.com]

It's probably better that they forget me. As for what it's like, well, they're doing a good job of it so far, and that's for the best. I'm used to it.

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

Is it because of something you wished you didn't do, or because it's easier for them?

[elevatorwarrior]

Some might be better off if they did forget me, but what's up your ass all of a sudden?

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

Like anyone would forget you.