52... this is better

[atouchofstrife]

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I wonder what she would say if she comes here? Would she happy that I'm happy or would she become upset? I... found someone I like being with. Two someones. I just don't know where things where going with her back home. She's been there for me even when I couldn't see that she was, and yet here I am with two other people. I promised to be there for her as well, but I can't while I'm here. I hope she will be alright though. I know she is far stronger than I am.

I hope she stays home. I don't want any of my selfishness to drag her anywhere near this place.

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Do you ever wonder what it would be like if you're forgotten by people you know? Would you want it to happen?

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

It's an old joke.

I heard that he's going to dress up as a bear for Halloween.

He talks about it sometimes.

[baixin.livejournal.com]

I've never heard it. And I'm probably from too far back in time to get it.

You mean one of those adorable looking ones American children adore so much, right? He doesn't seem the ferocious type..

Well then you should try!

Just try. If you can't do it then, at least you tried.

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

Sorry. It's an old joke concerning me.

I think so. I wouldn't know exactly what his roommate keeps on babbling about.

Don't worry. I do.

[baixin.livejournal.com]

No, no it's allright! What's it mean?

Hm.. well. He doesn't remind me of a bear at all. He's too nice. Much too nice.

Good!

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

I don't usually smile that much so my friends used to joke that the reason was because my face would break and I didn't have any glue handy.

He is nice.

[baixin.livejournal.com]

Well that is silly. I bet you can! Smile, that is.

Yes. So are you, you know.

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

For a while I didn't have a reason to smile.

...Thanks.

[baixin.livejournal.com]

I see.

You're welcome.