On the Edge of nothing

Guess it might be better this way. Reeve was just... not him anymore. Just I don't even know how to explain it anymore. I'm sorry, Anita. I don't know how happy she was with him, they were so tense lately.

What's up with everyone lately? There's a curse?

Everyone, Tifa left the City. It's a good thing right? She can be home with the kids and not have to be here. I guess that means we'll have to take care of her bar and stuff. I need to watch myself. It is an addiction.

Hey Zack. Enjoying the bike?

I really don't like this silence. On top of the smell... I don't like it. It feels like some thing's coming, like a repeat of Meteor or... I'm thinking too much.

Everyone are you okay? Reno, Cissnei, do you need anything?

I think I better start carrying materia. I... don't like this feeling.



[ooc; Placeholder~ will tag after work~]

They need to start handing out the guide the moment people get stuck in this place. It gets tiring explaining things over and over again.

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Tifa? Got a minute?

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Anyone still awake and willing to spar? Someone who's not afraid of big swords, thanks.

The major construction is done, more or less. We'll be adding the finishing touches and looking at paints and furniture for the new space. Having an extra kitchen will be a good thing since someone had tried burning down the last one - not surprising. SOLDIERs aren't famous for their cooking after all.

This Halloween thing... I guess Tifa will be helping the kids out. I'll probably get some work done. I'm not too sure what it's about but it seems strange. We'll see. I've heard bad things about that day from other people.

Huh. Guess I'm talking about nothing.

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Do you ever wonder what it would be like if you're forgotten by people you know? Would you want it to happen?

So, Zack seems to have settled in okay. It's good. I wish he could be living still, but I guess there are some things I can't change. Still... yeah he will do fine here.

Lestat's been sneaking about and I'm not too sure why. Well, not sneaking, but he hasn't been as pushy as normal. Huh.

That reminds me.

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I... want to kill something or scream or do something anything I hate feeling so useless like this dammit why do I let myself fall like this again and again I should know not to let myself open up they all die need to go for a drive.

...I'll be back maybe.


[ooc; strikes = thoughts and this should have been posted earlier but work = late posting.]

I guess this means we're going to need better locks.

This better not last longer than it has. I don't want to hurt him by accident. And then Anita... that whole business about fighting the Captain. I wish there was some way I can help her.