52... this is better

[atouchofstrife]

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I wonder what she would say if she comes here? Would she happy that I'm happy or would she become upset? I... found someone I like being with. Two someones. I just don't know where things where going with her back home. She's been there for me even when I couldn't see that she was, and yet here I am with two other people. I promised to be there for her as well, but I can't while I'm here. I hope she will be alright though. I know she is far stronger than I am.

I hope she stays home. I don't want any of my selfishness to drag her anywhere near this place.

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Do you ever wonder what it would be like if you're forgotten by people you know? Would you want it to happen?

Comments

[elevatorwarrior]

Boy, you're grumpy today. Was it the curse or something?

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

No. Just was thinking.

About home.

[elevatorwarrior]

You're still grumpy.

I had a dream I woke up one day and nobody recognized me. I got to say it would have been the worst day of my life if it was real.

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

Do you think that Tifa sees me as a boyfriend, or just a friend?

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[elevatorwarrior]

How am I supposed to figure that out? I barely know her. She's real protective of you though, that I do know. That doesn't necessarily mean in a boyfriend sense.

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

I know that.

I... just have a hard time reading women, I guess.

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[elevatorwarrior]

Why don't you just try asking? God, Cloud, half your problems wouldn't be problems if ya just opened your mouth sometimes.

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

And then I know she will not answer me.

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[elevatorwarrior]

I doubt it... you deserve answers.

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

To life, the universe and everything?

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[elevatorwarrior]

Nah, to Jenova, Tifa, and why the hell we're gettin' along so well lately.

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

Jenova is a crazy assed pyscho-bitch from outter space, Tifa is special, and we're getting along so well because I am not a hyper, overly friendly Zack?

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[elevatorwarrior]

Cloud. Your cool points have gone up by ten, but that's not the reason I don't like him.

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

Yeah. I know.

...Wait. Cool points?

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[elevatorwarrior]

Jenova was spot on. Therefore, cool points.

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

I think I'm gonna like these cool points.

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[elevatorwarrior]

Oh yeah, they're awesome. I got so many cool points I dunno what to do with them.

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

Don't the ladies dig them?

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[elevatorwarrior]

Sometimes. Depends on if the girl likes the cool.

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

Some girls have their own cool.

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[elevatorwarrior]

That is true. Just met one.