52... this is better

[atouchofstrife]

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I wonder what she would say if she comes here? Would she happy that I'm happy or would she become upset? I... found someone I like being with. Two someones. I just don't know where things where going with her back home. She's been there for me even when I couldn't see that she was, and yet here I am with two other people. I promised to be there for her as well, but I can't while I'm here. I hope she will be alright though. I know she is far stronger than I am.

I hope she stays home. I don't want any of my selfishness to drag her anywhere near this place.

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Do you ever wonder what it would be like if you're forgotten by people you know? Would you want it to happen?

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

Is it because of something you wished you didn't do, or because it's easier for them?

[beast-unbound.livejournal.com]

Because I'm not human. This is a rare thing where I come from, at least my kind of 'not human.' The fewer people back home know this, the better. Anyone who finds out should forget me as quickly as possible, because otherwise everyone gets in a mess.

...Something going on? I guess I know you second-hand, although I don't know much about you. I just know Anita.

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

I doubt that many people are as human as they think they are.

Just thinking about home and the people I left back there.

You're a friend of Anita's?

[beast-unbound.livejournal.com]

And one can be biologically human but still act inhuman.

Ah, I see. If it's any consolation, time has stopped there, and you'll reappear exactly where you left off. At least, that's what I hear. It doesn't stop you from missing people, though.

Yeah, I am. Not as close as a lot of people, but I've only been here a month. She's one of the few people in the City who have stuck around to help me out, and for that -- if not for everything else -- I think she's quite a kind person.

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

Agreed.

That's my hope.

She is. She's been a friend to me.

[beast-unbound.livejournal.com]

Friend. Hmm.

How long have you known her here?

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

About four months. Lestat made conned me into staying with him and she moved in shortly after that.

[beast-unbound.livejournal.com]

You must have a lot in common. She thinks the world of you.

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

I don't know if we do have a lot in common, but I get along with her very well.