52... this is better

[atouchofstrife]

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I wonder what she would say if she comes here? Would she happy that I'm happy or would she become upset? I... found someone I like being with. Two someones. I just don't know where things where going with her back home. She's been there for me even when I couldn't see that she was, and yet here I am with two other people. I promised to be there for her as well, but I can't while I'm here. I hope she will be alright though. I know she is far stronger than I am.

I hope she stays home. I don't want any of my selfishness to drag her anywhere near this place.

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Do you ever wonder what it would be like if you're forgotten by people you know? Would you want it to happen?

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

I know.

[urbandev.livejournal.com]

What are you thinking?

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

A lot of things.

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Do you think it's wrong to know someone for years, for people to assume you're together and yet only be good friends?

[urbandev.livejournal.com]

Of course.

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Cloud, your feelings for Tifa aren't -- well, they aren't. I don't see how there can be anything wrong honesty.

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

So why do I feel so guilty about everything?

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[urbandev.livejournal.com]

It's a specialty of yours these days. I'd stop quickly; with everyone showing up from home, if Vincent arrives and finds you stealing his schtick...

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

Yeah. That's true. He might think I'm trying to be him.

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[urbandev.livejournal.com]

It's nothing to be ashamed of. We all have our moments