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atouchofstrife) wrote2008-12-07 09:31 pm
atouchofstrife) wrote2008-12-07 09:31 pm
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83... ouch my brain
Some days... I wish I never woke up in that pool of water.
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Zack's even blocking out Angeal now. I'm thinking that it's not like him. Angeal was his mentor, someone he looked up to and yet he is acting like he can't tell him what's going on inside of his head. I don't know what it's about but... No, I think I do know. Hojo. Those missing four years. That last year. It all has to do with that. Does he think he failed? He couldn't save any of them - he barely was able to save me. Does that affect him now?
It has to be the case. I can't see any other reason. I just... I don't know any more. I still feel helpless.
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private\\unhackable
Zack's even blocking out Angeal now. I'm thinking that it's not like him. Angeal was his mentor, someone he looked up to and yet he is acting like he can't tell him what's going on inside of his head. I don't know what it's about but... No, I think I do know. Hojo. Those missing four years. That last year. It all has to do with that. Does he think he failed? He couldn't save any of them - he barely was able to save me. Does that affect him now?
It has to be the case. I can't see any other reason. I just... I don't know any more. I still feel helpless.
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