51... thinking out loud

[atouchofstrife]

suppose to be private\\very hackable

It's amazing how much a little thing sets me off. Sometimes, it's just a thought or a word, other times it feels like I am strangling in my own head. I guess that some things never truly change even though I know I have grown different from when I'm a kid. It's strange.

It feels weird, not to do that any more. But it's okay. I don't like using them anyways.

I think I talked better with him than I do with Zack. Maybe because he was there. Maybe.

I wonder how Tifa's doing. I miss her. I miss the kids. I need to keep busy though.

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

Maybe sticking my head in a pile of sand would be for the best right now. There are things I don't want to talk about like how...

Yeah.

[browning-baby.livejournal.com]

Sand sucks when it gets in your teeth. Trust me, I remember.... shit. Forget I started that.

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

I've eaten enough sand falling off a racing chocobo....

Guess we are trading stories?

[browning-baby.livejournal.com]

.... do you want to do something tonight and get out of here, or maybe just stay in and kick Lestat out since he's having too much fun making fun of me?

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

Let's kick out Lestat and get naked.

...I did not just type that...

[browning-baby.livejournal.com]

.............. What?

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

...Umm... just been on my mind....


Err.

Stupid curse.

[browning-baby.livejournal.com]

Hm. Your room or mine, ooorrr, the shower?

Hey, you're the only person I've talked to today that hasn't laughed at me.

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

...Shower?

Why should I laugh?

[browning-baby.livejournal.com]

Is that a question or an answer?

Everyone else has. Even Lestat. I guess they think it's funny when I can't stop running my mouth.

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

Uhh, sorry. I think my brain melted at the idea. Shower's good though.

I'm just glad that Zack's not paying attention. I can imagine how he'll try to get me to talk and fall ovr dead when I actually do.

[browning-baby.livejournal.com]

Zack's as nosy as Lestat.

..... you better like your water hot, Cloud.

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

Zack can be a worse gossip than a whole room of reporters.

I love it hot, Anita.

[browning-baby.livejournal.com]

Is he really a chick in disguise?

Good. The hotter the better.

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

I would really wonder except when we were camping together there were communal showers.

Yeah.

[browning-baby.livejournal.com]

Oh? Huh, I wonder if his is bi.... fuck.

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

Up in the mountains, we had only a couple hotsprings and Tseng took the private one for himself. And I think he's straight otherwise he'd probably would hav ehit on me since others had...

I can't seem to shut up.

[vampbratprince.livejournal.com]

Hm...it's a nice night for a walk.

I think I'll take one now.

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

See you tomorrow.

...Sorry.

[vampbratprince.livejournal.com]

What on earth are you apologizing for?

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

Wrestling you away by asking.

[vampbratprince.livejournal.com]

Technically, no one has asked me yet.

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

How about enjoy your walk while we take a shower, please?

[vampbratprince.livejournal.com]

And look, you still have nothing to apologize for.

Enjoy yourselves.

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

We will.