51... thinking out loud

[atouchofstrife]

suppose to be private\\very hackable

It's amazing how much a little thing sets me off. Sometimes, it's just a thought or a word, other times it feels like I am strangling in my own head. I guess that some things never truly change even though I know I have grown different from when I'm a kid. It's strange.

It feels weird, not to do that any more. But it's okay. I don't like using them anyways.

I think I talked better with him than I do with Zack. Maybe because he was there. Maybe.

I wonder how Tifa's doing. I miss her. I miss the kids. I need to keep busy though.

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

He bit his lip, his eyes closing as he shivered and lost more of his control, shifting with each thrust. Cloud whimpered again, his seyes opening and his hands pulling her hard against him, his movements growing hard and fast.

"Anything... Anita..."

[browning-baby.livejournal.com]

She was writhing against the wall with each thrust, head tilted back, her eyes open but hazy. His hands on her were going to leave bruises, but she didn't care, nor would she tomorrow. Each motion of his body was met with a sound from her; groans and every now and then, a shaky whimper of her own.

"... so close... oh God.."

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

"Show me..."

Cloud leaned down, taking a deep shaky breath and nipped her shoulder harder than normal. His pace was losing all forms of rhythm, instead he was moving just to feel her heat tighten around him, and the tightening of his balls.

"...lover."

[browning-baby.livejournal.com]

She hissed at the bite, nails digging in at the mingled pain and pleasure of it. A precious few motions later she shuddered against him, then went stiff for several long moments. A low, soft cry fell from her lips as she clutched at him, feeling her climax roll over her.

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

She was gorgeous in her orgasm and he wished he could keep his eyes open to see her better, but his lids felt far too heavy. Cloud kissed the bite, pressing deep into her as he came.

[browning-baby.livejournal.com]

The shudders lasted through his orgasm, her arms curling around him. Catching her breath was hard to do with him pressed so close, but she didn't want to lose that precious weight against her.

Slowly, she sagged a bit, moving to lay her head on his shoulder as her heartbeat gradually started to slow back down.

"... that was.... nnnnn."

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

He breathed raggedly, resting against her until he could think again. But then he still didn't want to move much, feeling relaxed and warm and comfortable with her like this. Cloud kissed her on the neck, smoothing his hands over her skin.

"...yeah."

[browning-baby.livejournal.com]

A soft chuckle was pressed against his shoulder as she squirmed a little. Her skin was still sensitive from his earlier attentions. With a pleased murmur, she turned her head enough to lay a gentle, loving kiss on his lips.

"... thank you."