On the Edge of nothing

Someone tell me why Fenrir isn't where I left it? Gaia... I was looking forward to a drive.

[ voice on ]

Can't believe I'm doing this...

Zack... changed my life. Always telling me that I can become stronger. A hero. I wanted to be just like Sephiroth... I'm grateful that he enjoyed my company. I've always felt better because of him.

And that's all I'm going to say. Stupid curse...

[ voice off ]


[ooc; Strikes = muffled and small are audible mutterings]

suppose to be private\\very hackable

It's amazing how much a little thing sets me off. Sometimes, it's just a thought or a word, other times it feels like I am strangling in my own head. I guess that some things never truly change even though I know I have grown different from when I'm a kid. It's strange.

It feels weird, not to do that any more. But it's okay. I don't like using them anyways.

I think I talked better with him than I do with Zack. Maybe because he was there. Maybe.

I wonder how Tifa's doing. I miss her. I miss the kids. I need to keep busy though.

...Not this again.

Lestat, when you wake up, take care of Minuit. I've... got to go away for a while.

It should have been cured. I don't understand. She cured me.


[ooc; Cloud is about ten years older but looks about 25 years older and he's got a weird black patch of sores traveling up his left arm. Not that he would let any one see them.]

[ voice on ]

-not too sure how to move something like that from here to the address, but we can try. I'll need to look into buying a truck.

*papers rustle, phone click and squeak of a chair*

No wonder I let Tifa take care of...

When you're driving down the highway at night
And you're feelin' that wild turkey's bite
Don't give johnny walker a ride
'Cause jack black is right by your side
You might get taken to the jailhouse and find
You've been arrested for driving while blind

Now just the other night with nothin' to do
We broke a case of proof 102
And started itchin' for that wonderful feel
Of rollin' in an automobile
You could say we was out of our mind
And let me tell you we were flyin' while blind

Then they had us up against the wall
Hey it's only blood grain alcohol
And there ain't no cause for alarm
We ain't out to do nobody no harm
How could anyone be so unkind
To arrest a man for drivin' while blind

...The hell?
[ voice off ]


[ooc; ZZTop's little ode to driving while drunk XD]

To do list
1 - Fix that squeaking hinge before I tear the door out of the wall for good
2 - Figure out rate of payments for the job
3 - Figure out what else will work for this business
4 - Get another vehicle or four
5 - Hire more people
6 - Find out why that cat likes eating my suits
7 - Level up the materia
8 - Check on Sister
9 - Stop making lists
10 - Damn. Curse day?
11 - Okay then, guess I should use this thing
12 - Give Fenrir a tune-up
13 - Should there be a uniform
14 - I want my old clothes back
15 - Is there a tailor in the house?

...

I have a feeling that it's another curse day.


[ooc; So Cloud Strife = a bunch of gray clouds floating around his head smacking into each other or into him. He also is a bit damp and possibly will be hit by bolts]

...

...Gryffindor?

Green ink and a singing hat. What next, impossible rules?

I think I am going out.