So they did it. Imagine that. I guess that if we had this kind of talent back home, the stigma wouldn't get so far. Let's start with those affected the worse and go from there.

...This makes it what? A nice round hundred times I nearly died? Let's see... there's the reactor, the mountain bridge, the reactor, the mansion, the barracks, that one mission with Zack, that other time with that scientist, hmm... Loz and Yazoo almost got me - right in the heart, yet here I am.

You'd think that someone would get lucky and kill me the right way. Then again, Aerith keeps on kicking me back out of the Lifestream. Maybe she doesn't like being called 'Mother'.


[ooc; Death and all his friends curse from the grab bag. Cloud so has it, and yes, anyone working on the geostigma cure can post here to talk or whatever.]

suppose to be private\\very hackable

It's amazing how much a little thing sets me off. Sometimes, it's just a thought or a word, other times it feels like I am strangling in my own head. I guess that some things never truly change even though I know I have grown different from when I'm a kid. It's strange.

It feels weird, not to do that any more. But it's okay. I don't like using them anyways.

I think I talked better with him than I do with Zack. Maybe because he was there. Maybe.

I wonder how Tifa's doing. I miss her. I miss the kids. I need to keep busy though.