69... ash settling on souls

[atouchofstrife]

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We've all been there. Facing death and facing the aftermath of trying to clean up. If I should I could I, so many times I think about what I could have changed is I was a little faster, a little stronger, something, anything and I wonder what I would have lost instead. I've learned that sometimes the Lifestream will take who it will and I cannot stop it. I've learned that I can't always blame myself even when I was covered in the blood of thousands of people - SOLDIERs, infantrymen, citizens, all those people that stood between me and catching Sephiroth and stopping him. All those deaths are on my shoulders yet the ones that hurt worse were the ones closest to me. And when I got sick, those two were the ones I thought I've failed the most.

I didn't. They gave me so much strength and I never knew until I stood facing him again. His legacy - heh, the legacy of a madman, a country SOLDIER and a monster. How many pieces of them are a part of me now?

I'm - I just need to stop this thinking too much. And I need to get Zack to smile again. I'm tired of seeing him like this.
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Thanks for coming with me, Tifa. I hope you enjoyed the ride.

Vincent, any better?

Zack, need a Potion?

Anyone want to spar?

Comments

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

Sorry, he's not one of the options.

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[plz-2-b-an-hero.livejournal.com]

Good.

Have I put dye in Sephiroth's shampoo, yet?

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

He does look terrible as a red head.

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[plz-2-b-an-hero.livejournal.com]

Dude, no. I'd totally use neon green to go with the eyes! Obviously!

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

Oh. That's right. I did the red right after you did the green.