atouchofstrife: (huh not going there)
Strife ([personal profile] atouchofstrife) wrote2008-09-27 05:41 pm

51... thinking out loud

suppose to be private\\very hackable

It's amazing how much a little thing sets me off. Sometimes, it's just a thought or a word, other times it feels like I am strangling in my own head. I guess that some things never truly change even though I know I have grown different from when I'm a kid. It's strange.

It feels weird, not to do that any more. But it's okay. I don't like using them anyways.

I think I talked better with him than I do with Zack. Maybe because he was there. Maybe.

I wonder how Tifa's doing. I miss her. I miss the kids. I need to keep busy though.

(^^)

[identity profile] cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com 2008-09-28 11:34 pm (UTC)(link)
I know he does. He wants me to be happy and safe. But considering who I am, I'm not sure if it would happen.

Before? I don't know if you were. Unless that was the other Cloud. People talk like I was here before too.
elevatorwarrior: ((Reno) He's got a tie)

[personal profile] elevatorwarrior 2008-09-28 11:41 pm (UTC)(link)
You know... I'd say you already were. You got a life here, and Lestat and Anita. Nothing'll erase the past, but here... lately I've been catching myself thinking it wouldn't be so bad to stay and see if the others are here.

Just some things I saw around.

[identity profile] cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com 2008-09-28 11:43 pm (UTC)(link)
...Yeah. I think so too. This place isn't too bad even with the curses.

Makes sense.
elevatorwarrior: ((Reno) He Smirks)

[personal profile] elevatorwarrior 2008-09-29 12:19 am (UTC)(link)
If the blood's the worst the deities can do, I can get used to it.

[identity profile] cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com 2008-09-29 01:18 am (UTC)(link)
Let's hope so.