51... thinking out loud

[atouchofstrife]

suppose to be private\\very hackable

It's amazing how much a little thing sets me off. Sometimes, it's just a thought or a word, other times it feels like I am strangling in my own head. I guess that some things never truly change even though I know I have grown different from when I'm a kid. It's strange.

It feels weird, not to do that any more. But it's okay. I don't like using them anyways.

I think I talked better with him than I do with Zack. Maybe because he was there. Maybe.

I wonder how Tifa's doing. I miss her. I miss the kids. I need to keep busy though.

Comments

[lyra-of-dust.livejournal.com]

I can try to help with that to.

Yeah... She gave me a job and she was nice to me when- when things got bad.

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

Son't want to pressure you into doing something like that for me. My head's a fucked up place.

She's a good person.

[lyra-of-dust.livejournal.com]

Everyone here's fucked up in one way or another, Cloud. Most of them, at least.

Yeah... She is.

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

I've noticed.

I don't want her to come here. She should stay home.