atouchofstrife: (huh not going there)
Strife ([personal profile] atouchofstrife) wrote2008-09-27 05:41 pm

51... thinking out loud

suppose to be private\\very hackable

It's amazing how much a little thing sets me off. Sometimes, it's just a thought or a word, other times it feels like I am strangling in my own head. I guess that some things never truly change even though I know I have grown different from when I'm a kid. It's strange.

It feels weird, not to do that any more. But it's okay. I don't like using them anyways.

I think I talked better with him than I do with Zack. Maybe because he was there. Maybe.

I wonder how Tifa's doing. I miss her. I miss the kids. I need to keep busy though.

[identity profile] vampbratprince.livejournal.com 2008-09-27 11:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Your entry is easy to get into, Cloud.

[identity profile] cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com 2008-09-27 11:18 pm (UTC)(link)
...It is?

I used my normal codes.

I think.

[identity profile] vampbratprince.livejournal.com 2008-09-27 11:19 pm (UTC)(link)
It could be partially due to the curse.

[identity profile] cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com 2008-09-27 11:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Great. Not only does it make me sing and write letters, but now I have to contend with me chatting about anything in my head about how sometimes I...

...

Okay...

[identity profile] cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com 2008-09-27 11:34 pm (UTC)(link)
...

Nothing really important.

[identity profile] cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com 2008-09-27 11:45 pm (UTC)(link)
...You must enjoy this kind of curse.

[identity profile] vampbratprince.livejournal.com 2008-09-27 11:47 pm (UTC)(link)
I do.

You still haven't answered the question.

[identity profile] cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com 2008-09-27 11:55 pm (UTC)(link)
...

I wonder what I have gotten myself into.

[identity profile] vampbratprince.livejournal.com 2008-09-27 11:56 pm (UTC)(link)
We all do at one point or another.

[identity profile] cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com 2008-09-28 12:05 am (UTC)(link)
It's weird. Back home... I would have never thought about having this kind of relationship with two people.

And... and I guess that's what I m wondering at times.

[identity profile] vampbratprince.livejournal.com 2008-09-28 12:08 am (UTC)(link)
I never would have imagined anything like it. I'd heard of it but nothing more.

It wasn't until I was changed that it suddenly came to light.

[identity profile] cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com 2008-09-28 12:16 am (UTC)(link)
It's nothing I heard of.

It can be comforting when it works.

[identity profile] vampbratprince.livejournal.com 2008-09-28 12:17 am (UTC)(link)
Yes. It can be.

You never answered me about tomorrow.

[identity profile] cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com 2008-09-28 12:26 am (UTC)(link)
Tomorrow's good. I can do tomorrow.

[identity profile] vampbratprince.livejournal.com 2008-09-28 12:32 am (UTC)(link)
Then tomorrow I am yours for the night.
Edited 2008-09-28 00:32 (UTC)

[identity profile] browning-baby.livejournal.com 2008-09-28 12:44 am (UTC)(link)
Can you be mine tonight?