114... so quiet [voice]

[atouchofstrife]

There's times when I wonder about everything, you know? Why people seem to draw so close and then just fall away. Maybe it's because spring is almost here - soon it'll be time to start the bells and the dances in the mountains. Well... it would have been.

But I guess I'm thinking out loud right now. Just thinking while I look over a few things and get my mind made up on this place will change.

Maybe the only constant is change...

Congratulations Anita and Reeve. I hope you two have a happy life together.

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[browning-baby.livejournal.com]

Yeah, but we had a reason to. I might be going home sometimes soon and we wanted to be married for at least a little while before it happens. Is that so wrong?

You know how he is. He feels wronged and he'll never let it go.

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

Well, I can see that. Just trying to hang on to what you've got for what short time you'll have it in...

I know. It just doesn't sound right.

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[browning-baby.livejournal.com]

Exactly. You'd think he'd get it, what with him being with Gren and all.

It isn't and it's driving me crazy because I'm sick and tired of trying to make everyone happy. It keeps biting me in the ass. It's supposed to be a happy time for me and it's not like it should be.

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

Maybe he just doesn't think unless it's the way he wants it.

I don't know though. I wish he would grow up sometimes.

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[browning-baby.livejournal.com]

He's never going to grow up. Hell, it isn't my business anymore. I'd apologized and that's all I can do.

Thank you for your well wishes, Cloud. It means more than you know.

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I guess so.

I just want to see you happy, Anita. You and Reeve.

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[browning-baby.livejournal.com]

... I am happy. I never thought it would happen.

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

I never thought I would see the day myself.

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[browning-baby.livejournal.com]

You make it sound like I'm incapable of it, Cloud.

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

Wasn't talking about you. Reeve's been a bachelor since early ShinRa days.

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[browning-baby.livejournal.com]

Really?

Why?

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

I don't know, although he was dating Yuffie for a while.

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[browning-baby.livejournal.com]

Giving up his memories of her bothers him, but he has no idea why something's bothering him about it.

He loved her, didn't he?

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

Must have in order to put up with her. Sometimes, she can drive a planet to drink, I think.

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[browning-baby.livejournal.com]

What was she like?

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

Yuffie? Hyper, young, strong-willed, a little flighty, talkative. She called herself the Great Ninja Yuffie, Princess of Wutai and Collector of Materia. She kept on stealing my materia and blaming it on Cait.

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[browning-baby.livejournal.com]

Wow. Complete opposite, huh?

She sounds like a busy one, alright.

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

You have no idea.

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[browning-baby.livejournal.com]

I guess it's funny he ended up with someone like me.

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

No, it's not. It was funny he got romantic with Yuffie.

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[browning-baby.livejournal.com]

Opposites attract.

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

Someimtes, I suppose.