75... ceiling's too low

[atouchofstrife]

Drinking will be the death of me some day.

Tifa? Want to go out? Just you and me?

Zack just... what are you on? Playing that over the network and laughing about it? Gaia...

Reno. Asshole.


[ooc; Fourth Wallers - have fun.]

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

...

No.

[plz-2-b-an-hero.livejournal.com]

Then what?

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

Old memories.

[plz-2-b-an-hero.livejournal.com]

...Oh yeah? Anything serious you need to get off your chest, or just musing?

translation: I NEED TO TALK!!! D:

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

I'm... not sure.

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[plz-2-b-an-hero.livejournal.com]

We might actually want to talk here. It's getting pretty loud out right now, sounds like.

What's up?

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

Yeah... I noticed.

You know that I... well, decided to date Tifa right?

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[plz-2-b-an-hero.livejournal.com]

You hadn't come out and told me plain, but I'm not surprised, if that's what you're asking.

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

Well... thing is... I know she'll like to have kids some day. We take care of a couple orphans, but she'll like a couple more of her own, you know?

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[plz-2-b-an-hero.livejournal.com]

I'm kind of confused as to where this is going.

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

I know she cares about me but I don't want to hurt her. What if what happened... changed that as well?

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[plz-2-b-an-hero.livejournal.com]

...You're worried about all the basement after Nibelheim, then.

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

...Yeah. I don't remember much. I... I have dreams sometimes and I know that I hurt people when I get them. Especially when they're close.

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[plz-2-b-an-hero.livejournal.com]

I don't remember much of it, either, but that's my own fault. To be honest, I just don't think about it.

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

I know.

It's going to bother me. That I might hurt her caught up in a memory or not be the kind of person she thinks I am.

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[plz-2-b-an-hero.livejournal.com]

At this point, Cloud, it's a little silly to say you might not be the kind of person she thinks you are. You've been through a lot together, right? She knows what happened at Nibelheim, and if I interpreted it right, she knows what happened after.

Talking to her about it and saying you're worried won't scare her off.

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

She can be strong. I just don't want to hurt her.

I told her, somewhat. She found me in Midgar after... you died.

Maybe I just need to talk to someone else first. Sound it out before telling her stuff, you know?

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[plz-2-b-an-hero.livejournal.com]

If you want to work out the dialogue with me, go for it, but I reserve the right to not act out Tifa's side of the baby discussion~

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

...Zack.

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[plz-2-b-an-hero.livejournal.com]

Hey, I could have gone "I'm pregnant with Cloud's child!" on the network yesterday and blamed it on the curse, but I didn't, now did I?

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

Unlike me, Tifa will kick your ass.

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[plz-2-b-an-hero.livejournal.com]

Or look at me somberly and says she hopes we're happy together. I'm not sure which is the more frightening alternative.

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

Why? Am I too short for you?

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[plz-2-b-an-hero.livejournal.com]

Naaaaah.

Too blond. ♥

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

Oh come one. Blonde goes great with black hair.