Strife (
atouchofstrife) wrote2008-08-13 01:00 pm
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35... gotta love the list thing
1 - I'm not sure if yesterday was amusing or horrible
2 - Anita fills out my shirts better than I do
3 - Yuffie is still loud
4 - Minuit really enjoys crumpled paper
5 - Advertisement Advertisement Advertisement
6 - Gotta love the photo feature on my handset
7 - I could have sworn I had more stuff than this
8 - Business shoes do not work so well on a motorcycle
9 - Cait is still confusing
10 - Is a shinigami like a Cetra and why should I care?
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I am starting to feel guilty. Reeve's looking into the Clock, trying to find a way out of here and I haven't. I am not sure if I should be sad that I am not doing anything, or that I like it here enough to not want to leave. I like Anita and Lestat, I'm enjoying the business despite the headaches and I know that others will be okay. They don't need me as much as they think they do.
I miss them all. I miss Tifa's voiceless looks and Barret's yells. I miss the kids and the endless drives and even the old church. I miss Zack's grave. I miss them. But I can't remain idle here or go after a way out. I know that actively seeking a way out will not work, and I know that the rulers of this place are not just going to let me go whenever.
So, am I betraying them here? By living with Lestat and Anita and getting work? Is this betrayal?
I don't know. I don't think it is.
/private
+11 - Anyone up for a round of sparring?
2 - Anita fills out my shirts better than I do
3 - Yuffie is still loud
4 - Minuit really enjoys crumpled paper
5 - Advertisement Advertisement Advertisement
6 - Gotta love the photo feature on my handset
7 - I could have sworn I had more stuff than this
8 - Business shoes do not work so well on a motorcycle
9 - Cait is still confusing
10 - Is a shinigami like a Cetra and why should I care?
private\\unhackable
I am starting to feel guilty. Reeve's looking into the Clock, trying to find a way out of here and I haven't. I am not sure if I should be sad that I am not doing anything, or that I like it here enough to not want to leave. I like Anita and Lestat, I'm enjoying the business despite the headaches and I know that others will be okay. They don't need me as much as they think they do.
I miss them all. I miss Tifa's voiceless looks and Barret's yells. I miss the kids and the endless drives and even the old church. I miss Zack's grave. I miss them. But I can't remain idle here or go after a way out. I know that actively seeking a way out will not work, and I know that the rulers of this place are not just going to let me go whenever.
So, am I betraying them here? By living with Lestat and Anita and getting work? Is this betrayal?
I don't know. I don't think it is.
/private
+11 - Anyone up for a round of sparring?
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cloud's mind went gutterwise >.>
*snorts* for once lestat's not talking dirty
XD
surprising, isn't it? XD
i am stunned XD
believe it or not this does happen once in awhile! XD
still... it's shocking!
it shocks me too!
Where would you like to spar?
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Still want me to teach you martial arts?
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Yeah, I think I'll need to learn a few moves.
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Big bro makes FUNNY lists~!
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Big brother...?It's better than making sad ones.
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