atouchofstrife: (woah explosion that way)
Strife ([personal profile] atouchofstrife) wrote2008-08-13 01:00 pm

35... gotta love the list thing

1 - I'm not sure if yesterday was amusing or horrible
2 - Anita fills out my shirts better than I do
3 - Yuffie is still loud
4 - Minuit really enjoys crumpled paper
5 - Advertisement Advertisement Advertisement
6 - Gotta love the photo feature on my handset
7 - I could have sworn I had more stuff than this
8 - Business shoes do not work so well on a motorcycle
9 - Cait is still confusing
10 - Is a shinigami like a Cetra and why should I care?


private\\unhackable
I am starting to feel guilty. Reeve's looking into the Clock, trying to find a way out of here and I haven't. I am not sure if I should be sad that I am not doing anything, or that I like it here enough to not want to leave. I like Anita and Lestat, I'm enjoying the business despite the headaches and I know that others will be okay. They don't need me as much as they think they do.

I miss them all. I miss Tifa's voiceless looks and Barret's yells. I miss the kids and the endless drives and even the old church. I miss Zack's grave. I miss them. But I can't remain idle here or go after a way out. I know that actively seeking a way out will not work, and I know that the rulers of this place are not just going to let me go whenever.

So, am I betraying them here? By living with Lestat and Anita and getting work? Is this betrayal?

I don't know. I don't think it is.
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+11 - Anyone up for a round of sparring?

[identity profile] cat-scratched.livejournal.com 2008-08-13 06:34 pm (UTC)(link)
And what's a cetra?

[identity profile] cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com 2008-08-13 06:40 pm (UTC)(link)
It all depends on your definition. Some people call them Ancients, others gods and still other think they are angels.

[identity profile] cat-scratched.livejournal.com 2008-08-13 06:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Then I suppose that depends on your definition of a shinigami as well, as I've heard there are more than one type here.

[identity profile] cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com 2008-08-13 06:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Huh. Thanks.

[identity profile] vampbratprince.livejournal.com 2008-08-13 07:11 pm (UTC)(link)
It's been awhile. I would enjoy a spar with you.

cloud's mind went gutterwise >.>

[identity profile] cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com 2008-08-13 07:24 pm (UTC)(link)
...What do you use as a weapon?

*snorts* for once lestat's not talking dirty

[identity profile] vampbratprince.livejournal.com 2008-08-13 07:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Usually, myself. But I am talented with other weaponry.

XD

[identity profile] cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com 2008-08-13 07:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Alright. I can still spar with you since I bet you're strong enough to deal with my usual weapon.

surprising, isn't it? XD

[identity profile] vampbratprince.livejournal.com 2008-08-13 07:29 pm (UTC)(link)
That generally goes without saying.

i am stunned XD

[identity profile] cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com 2008-08-13 07:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Like I know that much about vampires.

believe it or not this does happen once in awhile! XD

[identity profile] vampbratprince.livejournal.com 2008-08-13 07:36 pm (UTC)(link)
You're learning slowly.

still... it's shocking!

[identity profile] cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com 2008-08-13 07:38 pm (UTC)(link)
So I've noticed.

it shocks me too!

[identity profile] vampbratprince.livejournal.com 2008-08-13 07:48 pm (UTC)(link)
There are things that take time.

Where would you like to spar?
Edited 2008-08-13 19:48 (UTC)

[identity profile] cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com 2008-08-14 06:42 am (UTC)(link)
How about out near the Range?

[identity profile] vampbratprince.livejournal.com 2008-08-14 06:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Near the Range, it is.

[identity profile] amazing-guy.livejournal.com 2008-08-13 07:20 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm up for +11.

[identity profile] cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com 2008-08-13 07:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Same here. I favor a Buster class sword, but I can use a smaller blade.

[identity profile] amazing-guy.livejournal.com 2008-08-13 07:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Use what you want. I use a smaller blade.

[identity profile] cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com 2008-08-13 07:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Alright, if you insist.

[identity profile] browning-baby.livejournal.com 2008-08-13 08:10 pm (UTC)(link)
... it's all in the chest, Cloud. Really.

Still want me to teach you martial arts?
Edited 2008-08-13 21:35 (UTC)

[identity profile] cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com 2008-08-14 06:43 am (UTC)(link)
Still, it looks better on you.

Yeah, I think I'll need to learn a few moves.

[identity profile] twin-gunsy.livejournal.com 2008-08-13 08:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Fwaaaahhh~
Big bro makes FUNNY lists~!

[identity profile] cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com 2008-08-14 06:44 am (UTC)(link)
...Big brother...?

It's better than making sad ones.

[identity profile] theredreaper.livejournal.com 2008-08-13 09:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Still want someone to spar with?

[identity profile] cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com 2008-08-14 06:45 am (UTC)(link)
The more, the better, Cat.

[identity profile] theredreaper.livejournal.com 2008-08-14 06:46 am (UTC)(link)
Good point. When and where?

[identity profile] cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com 2008-08-14 06:54 am (UTC)(link)
Any time is good for me and there's a nice clearing near the Range we can spar in.

[identity profile] theredreaper.livejournal.com 2008-08-14 06:55 am (UTC)(link)
Sounds good to me. I'll be around after work.

[identity profile] theredreaper.livejournal.com 2008-08-14 07:13 am (UTC)(link)
Sure.

[identity profile] givemethemap.livejournal.com 2008-08-14 01:45 am (UTC)(link)
You need me in for work soon, Cloud? Could use the color-things.

[identity profile] cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com 2008-08-14 06:47 am (UTC)(link)
Sure. Stop on by and we'll get things going here.