22... just been thinking

[atouchofstrife]

Three hours twenty-five minutes... much better. Nice match, Anita.

So what did you think of LOVELESS, Lestat? Ready to agree with Yuffie or argue against her points?

Does anyone know if this place has a working postal office or is everything usually through the Network?


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I've been talking a lot more to people here than back home. Telling them things that I just can't say. Maybe it is because here people just don't seem to know as much about ShinRa and Mako and the Lifestream. Explaining it makes me open to saying more than to those who know about it.

But still... the dreams. Seeing Zack again, walking away like that to his death, over and over again is bad. But when it's when I found him, still alive enough to tell me to live for us both and then hold me... I woke up feeling his blood against my face and in my hair. Did they... I still don't understand everything that was changed in me. I still don't know why me.

I wish I could talk to him. Just sit on his grave and just talk. Even if he can't talk back, it makes me feel... less alone.
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Comments

[vampbratprince.livejournal.com]

I need to restart my lessons with Anita as well. I want to see how she's grown since she's been gone.

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

You've been learning from her?

[vampbratprince.livejournal.com]

The other way around actually.

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

...Oh.

Sorry.

[vampbratprince.livejournal.com]

For what?

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

For my chronic foot-in-mouth disease?

[vampbratprince.livejournal.com]

I love it though.