54... my brain hurts

[atouchofstrife]

Aerith? Where do you want to go?

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I don't know what to do. I wish I did. Anita, Lestat. I let them get too close, I felt comfortable there and now. II don't know what I am doing or why. Is this how it will always end up? Me pushing everyone away? Just like I do with... They always get hurt because of me. Always.
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Thanks for the beating, Reno. I needed that.

Comments

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

I still think that static charge is cheating.

[elevatorwarrior]

How is it cheating when I wasn't even anywhere near a materia?

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

Because I said so?

[elevatorwarrior]

Yeah, I guess it's cheating to use those big muscles of yours, too.

(Private)

You made way too many mistakes.

[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

I can't help how I was built.

Private

Huh.

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[elevatorwarrior]

Since when have we ever tied before? You're three years ahead of me, you should have gotten better- not worse.

Keeping things in ain't going to do ya any good in the long run, Cloud.

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

...

I'm not keeping anything in.

Re: Private

[elevatorwarrior]

Yeah, right. Wanna try again? Or did ya forget I'm a turk?

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

...

I had a lot on my mind.

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[elevatorwarrior]

Look, Cloud... I ain't one of your friends, hell, the only real thing we got in common is what we've been through, but man... go talk to them.

Before I hang ya upside down in a closet by your shoelaces.

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

One's gone. The other... he has his friends from home here. I don't want to bother him now.

I don't wear shoes.

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[elevatorwarrior]

I'll find a way. Trust me on that.

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[cloudsinstrife.livejournal.com]

You probably will.